June Holidays!

  Hihihi everyone!

  So I'm FINALLY back after a whole hectic semester - and time really does fly by fast, doesn't it? I can't imagine that half a year has gone by already... I've barely immersed myself in the RGS Experience yet. Knowing that I'll only be able to spend 4 years in this beautiful school makes my heart hurt even more - I really, really never want to leave this place.

  This afternoon, 29th May 2015, Raffles Girls' School concluded its annual Sportsfest, and I'm so glad that I didn't give in to the temptation to sleep in and feign an illness, even though I only got to sleep at 1am the previous night and had to wake up again at 5.20 in the morning. Ugh >.< But the effort was totally worth it. I'm in the Richardsonian house -- and we won!! I'm so proud of us, and I'm so proud of everyone else - everyone in the school, be they Buckleans, Tarbetians, Waddlians, Hadlians, or members of my own kin - Richardsonians. This Sportsfest really opened my eyes to how wonderful and amazing RGS is, and it made me feel this wave of love for my school all over again, because I mean, which other school has this level of bondedness and boldness and love for each other as sisters in learning and sisters at heart? I might be biased when I say this but -- there's no school that can beat the liveliness and sense of belonging that RGS has, and I'm glad, really glad, that I came here.

  And the end of Sportsfest signified the beginning of something else too - you know it - the June Holidays!! :D Now people, I have mixed feelings about this little 1-month event - on one hand, I'm really scared, because this June I'm going to visit my mom's hometown, where everyone speaks a language that I can neither understand or speak, and I'll be seeing my maternal cousins after, what, five years? All of them have grown so much since I last saw them and I really don't know what to expect, and I really don't want to be awkward towards them - I want to become really good friends with them and build enough memories to last us another 5 years if necessary. But there's a language barrier between us - I know that my cousins can speak English too, and I think that they can speak it pretty fluently, but I feel like I'm inconveniencing them by forcing them to speak English instead of speaking their native tongue, which they're definitely more comfortable with. Language is a powerful thing - it can build friendships, form relationships and strengthen bonds, and yet it can tear connections down in a second, and dissolve old friendships into dust. It's unpredictable.

  And it's not just connecting to others that I'm worried about. I'm a Grade 2 violinist - well, technically I'm studying for a Grade 3 exam, but since I haven't gotten an official certificate yet, I can't really claim anything more than a Grade 2 - and yet I'm going to be made to perform at my maternal grandparents' 50th Wedding Anniversary. A Golden Wedding Anniversary. And let me repeat my point - I'm a Grade 2 Violinist! How is a tiny little unqualified, jitterbug-filled person like me going to put up a satisfactory performance that will make my grandparents and parents proud?? The pressure is immense :'(

  Oh well, but I've recently managed to negotiate a deal with my mom where I can skip playing the second song on my repertoire and just play one song for the whole wedding reception, and make up for the one lost performance by playing a duet with my younger brother, where the both of us will be playing Edelweiss. I'm totally unprepared for the second song and all, but it's my grandparents' wedding anniversary - I'll try. ^^

  And yes, now let's move on to the happier side of the June Holidays - the sheer, wonderfully vast, amazingly ample and unbelievably abundant amount of free time that we're going to have! I'm painfully aware of the bending of the No-Homework-Policy by my Math teacher *looks at said teacher accusingly* (even though I still love my Math teacher to bits because she understands how our class has a particularly immature and blur-sotong mindset and mostly doesn't judge us for it) but I'm sooooo happy because I already know what I'll be doing in abundance during the June Holidays --

WATCHING KOREAN DRAMASSSS!!! <3

  Yes yes, in case you haven't heard yet, I've recently restarted my K-DramaLlama life. During a time of stress this year, I suddenly remembered my very first KDrama, a show that I watched after PSLE, when time was ample and free-and-easy, and I recalled how much the show (which is, by the way, Boys Over Flowers) had made my emotions go topsy turvy and had made me feel so strongly for something for the first time in my life - and all of a sudden, I wanted to feel those things again. So I began collating a list of dramas that I would watch, by hopping around countless Drama Recommendation sites and noting down interesting-sounding dramas - and I currently have a very, very, very long list of to-watch KDramas in my phone. In the past semester, I've managed to watch two Korean Drama series(es? What's the plural of series anyway?), in between studying for exams and completing PTs and AAs and all of the supersupersuperstressful things that we have to finish here in RGS - I absolutely both of them to bits and I have to say, I'm pretty proud of myself for picking up good Korean Dramas at first sight. I'm pretty sure I missed like a gajillion good Korean Dramas that look boring at first and slowly develop and blossom into a drama with a wonderful storyline, but I'll repent for that sooner or later. ;D (Oh yeah, and if you want to know, the two KDramas that I watched were The Heirs and You're Beautiful <3 <3 <3 )

  So yupp, I think that that's all I have to say in this post! I haven't posted much recently (I haven't posted anything at all ugh) but I know that no one really reads this blog but me, and I'm pretty happy with its state now - I know that in the future, I'll be able to look back at all of these blogposts and see a side of what I was like "back then". So for now, I'll keep writing whenever something significant pops up and I want to share it with my future self. À bientôt, mes amis, and see you all soon! :D

  With a whole lot of jumpiness and love,

  Kirsten :)

(P.S. For now, feast your eyes on the adorable Jung Yong Hwa <3 <3 <3)

Re: UNIVERSITY

  Hii again guys :( I feel really sad now. I was so, so excited about the École Polytechnique Fédérale de Lausanne (EPFL), but then I went over to look at the Singapore Medical Council's article detailing the qualifications that one must have in order to be considered to be registered as a Medical Practitioner in Singapore - and EPFL's certificate wasn't listed in the list of accepted Universities. 😞 I mean, I'm pretty sure that it's only because EPFL's certificate is one of a Bachelor of Science, and the SMC (Singapore Medical Council) is looking for a Doctorate Degree or a Doctor of Medicine degree, but still, I feel really sad, because this means that if I want to practise Medicine in Singapore, I won't be able to go to EPFL, and I'll have to go to another school that offers a direct Doctorate Degree. :'( I want to become a specialist, too - a paediatrician - and I guess that my end goal is more important than the school that I go to. Right?

  So... Right now I have two options.

1. Study in EPFL and become a Research Scientist / Biomedical Engineer / Pursue an additional degree to allow me to practise Medicine in Singapore

2. Study in another Institution of Higher Learning that will allow me to practise Medicine and, more specifically, paediatrics, in Singapore.

  Sighhs. That's gloomy. :/ I guess Option #1 remains, and I could choose it if my career goals changed somewhere down the road - but just to be safe, I'm going to research on Option #2.

  The only thing is that I really want to study in an Institution that is listed in the top 20 Universities in the world, as listed by QS World, but at the same time I want to be able to speak a language other than my native one - English - for some time in my life.

  And in the top 20 universities, almost all reside in the UK, the US or Singapore. All English-speaking countries. Sigh. I guess that means that I have to let go of one of my original criteria - well, beggars can't be choosers, I guess.

  Let's work downwards.

  The Massachusetts Institute of Technology - highest on the list. However, the undergraduate international fee is $42000 - $44000; that's too out of my league.

  The University of Cambridge - $26000. Same as MIT. The same goes for Imperial College London, too. The same goes for all of the universities that follow, with the exceptions being: 

1. The Swiss Federal Institute of Technology;

2. École Polytechnique Fédérale de Lusanne;

3. McGill University;

4. NUS; 

5. École Normale Supérieure, Paris

6. The University of Tokyo (but sighs I don't know Japanese)

7. Seoul National University (same woes as #8 - I don't know Korean)

8. École Polytechnique, France

9. Kyoto University

10. Nanyang Technological University, Singapore

11. The Hong Kong University of Science and Technology

  The universities that are listed in SMC's accepted university qualifications list, and which speak languages that I know, are:

1. McGill University, Faculty of Medicine

2. National University of Singapore, of course

3. Nanyang Technological University, Singapore

  And while McGill does rank slightly higher than NUS and NTU according to the QS World list, its school fees range from $14000 to $16000, and adding the cost of living, plus the additional cost of me flying back to Singapore biannually - it's too much. Plus, I can vouch that the quality of education is Singapore is nothing short of magnificent.

  Well, I guess that's the end of my comprehensive argument. I guess that I can always live elsewhere at another time, when my job had been secured, and that I can always carry on with speaking the French language without living in a French-speaking country - completing my studies in Singapore would make me eligible for applying for a job in almost any country. Anyway, Singapore is my home - and I guess I've just taken a while to realise it.

  So I can safely say that running around in this particular circle has been fruitful. I now have been reminded once again that Singapore is my homeland, and I know that no matter what - no matter how many trials I face - I can always run back here; to my family; to my country; to my home.

  I'll try my best to work hard for you, Singapore. 

  Love,

  Kirsten <3

UNIVERSITY

  Hii everyone!

  So it's the end of Week 9, and I'm just writing because next week's Learning Journey week for all of us and we don't have to turn in any homework so yay, I can post here :D :D Yeah, the homework load's been crazy lately :( But that was one of the things that I prepared myself for before I stepped into RGS, so I'm fine with it. :)

  So... Just to update you on what's happened so far, everything's been going great - I've made a lot of really, really nice friends, and while bouts of insecurity do still come about now and then, I feel like RGS has made me a lot more confident about myself - and yes, I've discovered that it's surprisingly easy to survive in a Girls' School. I used to think that I'd only be able to do well in a co-ed school because, you know, I've been more comfortable with boys than girls for my whole life because I grew up with my two brothers, but I've found it really liberating to be in a Girls' School, because there, you can act however you want and be as "uncool" and "nerdy" as you want to be, because there aren't any boys there for you to impress - and you can experiment with anything and everything, like for example a new hairstyle that could end up making you look terrible, because again, no one's going to judge you. It's just this really nice sense of freedom that I never knew existed in a Girls' School. :)

  So now I'm going to move on to the main topic of this post. :D I know, I know - University's really far away. I'm only in my first year of Secondary School, and I still need to get through JC - and who knows, I might even not do well enough to continue on to a University, so who am I to think so far into the future? The thing is that... Well, the sparking of my interest in a University came really randomly. I was, as usual, being very kiasu about everything Rafflesian, and so I searched up the Rafflesian Press - and there, I found this article about Rafflesians who had chosen to go overseas for their University studies. That piqued my interest, because many of the Rafflesians on that list had cited that they had gone to a foreign, non-English-speaking country to further their studies, and I started to think about my French - was it a possibility that I could go to a French-speaking country to further my studies too? After all, most of the Rafflesians cited had said that the environment was a lot less stressful in those other countries, and the reason why this was possible was because the people in those countries learnt how to manage their time really well. For example, during working hours, they did nothing but work, very seldomly being distracted by personal things, and that was why they could complete everything on time before going home and having fun.

  And I thought that it'd be really interesting to experience that for myself. So I went online and looked at the list of the top Universities in the world, listed by "QS TopUniversities", and scrolled downwards from there. The top 15 spots or so were dominated by schools in the United Kingdoms or the United States - which I skipped because I wanted to look for non-English-speaking options elsewhere - and two Universities stood out - the ETH Zurich Swiss Federal Institute of Technology, and École Polytechnique Fédérale de Lausanne.

  I looked at the first one - the Swiss Federal Institute of Technology - and it seemed really, really interesting - but one of the major setbacks was that it was in Zürich, a part of Switzerland that spoke mainly German. :( I didn't know how to speak German and knowing the language was part of the admissions criteria - and so I had to give the promising Institution a pass.

  Then I went on to EPFL, and I realised - it was perfect. It was located in Lausanne, a French-speaking part of Switzerland, and that was one of the huge bonuses for me, because well - I'm going to take French as my 2nd Language for six years, and this will be a perfect opportunity to continue speaking French and nurture my skills as a French speaker. Also, I've always wanted to go to Switzerland, and the Life Sciences and Technology programme at EPFL were AMAZING. I just knew that I wanted to go there - and now it's on my bookmark list. :D

  Another really good thing is that the fees there are really cheap - 633 Swiss francs a month, or 844SGD, which is way, way lower than the fee in NUS. My only concern now is the cost of living in Switzerland, but I haven't even researched on that yet, so I don't know if it's expensive or not - let's just hope it's the latter!

  So yupp, that sums up why I really want to go to École Polytechnique Fédérale de Lausanne. It's my long-term goal now, and I'm more driven to do well than ever - so I'll continue to study hard (and hopefully not get distracted as easily haha) - wish me luck, because --

  C'est mon rêve. <3

  Yours sincerely,
    Kirsten :D

EPFL's Rolex Learning Centre - Credits for the picture go to Ken Lee (September 4, 2010)

EPFL's Logo - Credits to URL: http://www.harness-project.eu/?page_id=11

Our First Aesthetics Project! :D :D Year 1, Term 1 (Informal Pre-Project Reflection)

  Hiii guys! :D

  So school's been really great lately and I've made lotsa new friends and started studying, and together with studying, there's been this one three-hour block in our week that's called our Aesthetics block. And let me tell you, it is both terrifying and terrifyingly awesome. Here in RGS, we do different modules of Aesthetics every term, and this term, we're doing needlework - and so we're doing a project wherein we have to scout around for fabrics in our houses and recycle them into functioning, creatively designed bags that we would feel comfortable with bringing around.

  Andddd.... I've decided what kind of bag I want to make! :D I was discussing the Aesthetics project thing with my mom because I honestly didn't know what kind of bag I'd make or what materials I'd use to make the bag, because all of my clothes have really thin fabric (you know the climate in Singapore) and that wouldn't be suitable for making something that's supposed to be able to carry my waterbottle, notebook and pencilcase without tearing into two. And plus, I really love my clothes so I don't want to cut them up and make them into a bag :'( Thank you for being thin-fabric-ed, clothes! Y'all are smart things! :D

  If those last few sentences made sense to you, I'd seriously applaud you for being able to understand Miss Looney - aka Yours Truly.

  So I feel kind of weird doing this particular blog entry, because I'm being as informal as usual with you guys and... This doesn't feel like homework at all O.O Part of our project is keeping an online journal - a blog, in layman terms - and recording our thought processes and the details of the creation of our bag here, in four different posts. And so this is kind of a prequel to all of the serious stuff that i have to do, and that means that I can be informal with all of you... Right? O.o

  If I'm wrong, I'm soooo sorry, Mrs Willamme - I promise I'll be a superserious angel for the formal posts. :D

  Anyway, you can expect me to get really formal during my Aesthetics Project posts, and I'll be writing lots of specific stuff that'll probably be boring to you (e.g. exact dimensions of each part of the bag, my WHOLE planning process etc. ect. XD) so don't feel obliged to read the posts ^^ I'm putting them here for my Aesthetics project. Oh yeah, and on a side note, I've already drawn out this supernice bag that I can make using my baby brother's diaper mat (you know, the mat that he lay on when my mom was changing his diapers when he was a baby) and an old quilt that my little bro slept with. MUAHAHA I'm stealing all of my baby bro's stuff XD XD But I'll repay him with lots of love in return okay? :D

  So I won't reveal anything to you guys yet, just to keep you waiting... *Wink* *Wink* But you'll get to see my work soon enough. We only have 6 weeks to make the whole freaking thing :( :( :( It's such a short amount of time. But as long as we focus and keep on schedule, I think we'll all do fine. :D

  So yeahh, that's the end of my post for now. Look out for the posts succeeding this one, okay? :D I'll see ya next time!

  Yours with lots o' love,
    Kirsten <3

A little Update - Terrible Things and others

  Heyy everyone! :D I don't know when I started posting so many things in one month - I think I draw all of my inspiration from Isabel, the girl in my Secondary School who's been updating her blog so regularly that I'm starting to believe that I can do it too. This blog isn't something that can win me fame or recognition, but it's a place where I can pen down all of my thoughts, and whenever I need a reminder of my youth, I can always look back here, to the online site that I started when I was just nine.

  So the topic of today's post is a simple update on what's been happening since two posts ago. On the Christmas post, I wanted to tell you guys all about what's been happening... But I kind of restrained myself since I wanted the Christmas post to be all about Christmas.

  Weelll... I think I have good news, neutral news and bad news. Which one d'ya want to hear first? I know I can't hear you and I'm probably completely disregarding you all by deciding for myself, but I've always believed in hearing the bad news, then the good news - because then you'll at least have something good to buoy you after hearing the bad news. Also, it's kind of symbolic - after the storm comes a rainbow and all that. And when the rainbow comes, you don't even need to think about the rain. :)

  So! Bad news. Umm... I lost my Primary School Student Identification Card. Aka my EZ-Link Card. :( I was on my way to RGS yesterday, on the 26th of December, and it was pouring like crazy everywhere in Singapore. When the bus stopped outside RGS, I quickly fished out my wallet, tapped out, and jumped out of the bus. I made it safely to the other side, albeit half-drenched -- but my wallet was gone. In the jolting realisation, I jumped back out into the rain and looked at the ground where my heavy-as-my-Math-book wallet had slipped from my hand and dropped...

  It was nowhere to be found.

  And then I looked again at where it had dropped, and guess what I saw? A drain. A huge drainage hole that could fit three of my wallets inside. And the rainwater was filling it in torrents, so much so that I had no doubt that even my boulder-like wallet would choose to go with the flow and encase itself forever in the dank sewage.

  My mom quickly called me back into the shelter of the bus stop, and as we sat together in silence at one of the bus-stop seats, my mom told me that it was all alright and that I hadn't let go of it on purpose.

  In my mind, I was like, "No one ever loses things on purpose, and they still get scolded". But I was thankful that my mom wasn't that angry at me. Now I just had to face my dad.

  But even after I did, when we came home from RGS after submitting a form, my dad took it well - surprisingly well. It made me so puzzled and yet so relieved - and though my parents and I argued that day, it wasn't because of the loss of my entire wallet (containing my EZ-Link card, my library card, my Popular Membership card, $2 and 50c and RM10) and instead about my stubborn refusal to take the school bus instead of public transport.

  After experiencing my parents' patience and understanding, I felt really touched. It was so much less frustrating to a child when his parents took his mistakes in their stride and talked to him about it instead of berating him to no end, and the child would still remember his mistake with equal clarity - just that he would learn how to let go and treat others with the same patience, instead of gaining an abhorrence of his parents and a terrible memory that would haunt him for his lifetime.

  So... I realised that I should treat my little brother the same way. It was a real learning experience for me because not only did I learn that, but I also realised that, in our prayers, we never thank God for the bad things that didn't happen, and we only feel at a loss when the bad things do occur. For example, in the days leading up to the misplacement of my card, I had never thanked God for allowing me not to lose my card, or for allowing me not to lose any of my family members. If we accept that bad things will happen someday and treasure each day that passes by without the bad thing happening, then we'll be much less shocked and affected when they do.

  I don't know if I'm making any sense. Am I?  I guess I only make sense to myself. :3 But anyway, the bad news aside, let me tell you about the good news now.

  So I guess the good news isn't actually news per se, and it's just a piece of neutral information. Ah well.

  I'm going to be taking the school bus to RGS for the whole of next year. It's a really simple thought that became exciting as soon as I thought about it in more detail: The bus I'll be taking is going to ferry students only from my area to RGS, and those students comprise 9 in total. Myself included, 10 RGS Girls will be in the school bus with me every morning.

  The best thing about that is that I might see some of my Primary School seniors in the bus, and any Year 1 Girls who are in the bus with me will live relatively near to my home. That means that if I manage to warm up their hearts and make friends with them, it'll be supereasy to visit each other, and we can always go to the nearby malls to shop instead of having to figure out which malls are near to each others' houses! :D :D :D

  I'd never really entertained the thought of having friends in RGS who live in my neighbourhood. After all, in Secondary School everyone's split up, and in a school in Bishan, students could come from Pasir Ris, Lakeside or Joo Koon, or maybe Marina South Pier. I knew that everyone would probably live really far away from each other, and I'd never actually been able to hope that I'd meet a group of friends whom I could reach in less than 20 minutes, other than my two Primary School friends who are coming with me to RGS next year. It's just... Yay! :D

  So I guess that's all I have to say in this post. As you can tell, the argument (which I mentioned earlier) between my parents and I about taking the school bus was won by my parents, and I've given in. I guess their reasons were a lot more reasonable, too, and I can find a lot more pros than cons in taking the school bus. Anyway, it's only a commitment that I'll have to make for a year, and if I don't like it, I can choose not to spend the $1560 for the annual school bus fees next year. I'm grateful that my parents are willing to spend that much to make sure that when I arrive at school, I'll be fresh-minded and ready to take on a new day; they're the best.

  Well, adios for now, little misses and men. I'll see you again next time. ;)

  Yours with all the sincerity in the world,
    Kirsten. <3

Merry Christmas, and Happy Birthday, Jesus! :)

  Hiyo everyone! :D

  Today's post is just going to be a short one wishing everyone a Merry Christmas. I know that some of you may not celebrate Christmas and I really hope I'm not offending you or being rude by doing this, but I just really want today to be a happy day for everyone in Singapore, in Asia, in the world. The reason for us Christians' merriment is that today is our God, Jesus', birthday, and we're celebrating it - but if you're not Christian, you can still celebrate the 25th of December, like us, but you can choose any reason to celebrate it. Maybe it's your birthday today, or you just want to celebrate for one full day before school starts again. Whatever it is, today's a day to be happy, so just stay cheerful! :D

  I guess that's all that I have to say. Other than the fact that I finally have my school uniform and books and I think that RGS' expectations are crazy high because they're making us study Sec 4 Science when we're just thirteen. But that's information for another post - so for now, adieu, everyone - have a blessed Christmas! <3

  ~ Kirsten

A New School

  Hey ya'll! :D I'm back after a good six months, but it doesn't really worry me that I haven't been updating. I realised that since I'm writing for myself anyway, when I look back at my posts, the time gone between them won't really matter and I'll probably finish reading through all of my blog posts in less than a day. As long as I update the blog on what I've been doing these past 6 months, the time lost won't matter.

  So it's finally the 19th of December, and all of the Primary School graduating classes of 2014 will know the significance of this date. Today was the day that the results of our Secondary School posting were released - and boy, excitement spreads fast. Most of the people on my Facebook account who haven't been active for ages have finally been resurrected today - hooray for the virtual divine powers that this day has. XD

  The Secondary School that I'll be attending from next year onwards is Raffles Girls' School (Secondary). It feels kind of weird that in the end, after all of my contemplation and all of the excitement that I had for schools like the School of Science and Technology (SST), Anderson Secondary School and National Junior College, I ended up going to a school that I had initially pushed far away from my thoughts. You see, ever since I had gained sufficient understanding of the world around me, I had, to my guilt, believed the stereotype that the public had wrongly placed on RGS Girls - that they were lofty princesses who got driven to school in Rolls Royce cars and received the best of everything; that they lost their compassion as soon as they stepped into the school and were surrounded by its students; that they had no empathy for those lower than them, and that they were bullies. Of course, all of these stereotypes have peeled away from my image of an RGS Girl over time. When I received my PSLE score of 268, my first choice was NJC, the school that I'd been dreaming about for the better part of my twelfth year on Earth. But then my parents told me to reconsider, and although I tried not to take heed of their words, a part of me said, "Kirsten, you have no evidence that an RGS Girl is all of the things that the world makes her out to be. If you're going to shy away from RGS because of what you think, at least verify your thoughts. You owe it to the school, and to yourself."

  And so I went onto Facebook and searched for anyone who had placed "Raffles Girls' School (Secondary) under their name", and I clicked on the first name that came up.

  Actually, I looked at the pictures of the girls, and I had to scroll through a couple of alumni who were now adults before I came to a picture of a girl who looked to be around the age of a secondary-school-faring girl. Does that still count? But anyway --

  I clicked on the first name that came up.

  The first girl whose personality I investigated was a girl who, by word of her status updates, seemed to be around 15 years old. She hadn't posted much on her Facebook wall -- with the exception of one status update which was really long. And so, happy to have finally found some material that could offer some insight into the personality and life of an RGS Girl, I clicked "read more".

  The girl had written a short essay on an unpleasant experience that she had had in Germany, when she visited a Starbucks store in order to enjoy a little cuppa while she did some schoolwork overseas. She had written about harassment in immaculate English, advising any readers of her post to acquaint themselves with the martial arts for defence. One impressive thing about her post was that she had so nonchalantly written about knowing how to speak German, albeit it being slightly broken, and she had made her knowledge seem like a commonplace thing in RGS. Does that mean that most students in RGS have adopted a third language? I dunno. I guess I'll only know when I enter the school next year, right? But anyway, the other thing that made an impression upon me was the fact that she had thought so deeply into a matter that others' thoughts would only skim the surface of. I do admit feeling that she was being a bit dramatic, but I've always held my own thoughts back a bit for fear of appearing dramatic to other people, and having the same kind of people around me might put me at ease a bit.

  Having been convinced slightly, I proceeded to read more about RGS and its history. I discovered that RGS actually promoted the learning of a third language, and that it would shuttle students to and from MOELC Newton every Friday for classes, for an approximate fee of $55 a year. It's a bit expensive, so I might consider going there on my own if I can make it there on time for my classes, but it's nice to know that there's a possibility that a lot of my schoolmates will be my French classmates too. It'd be much easier to learn something new with like-minded friends around, right? And plus, if the above scenario does happen, then I'll have more people to practise my French with, instead of having to bother my elder brother every second of the day.

  By then, I had been convinced enough that RGS was a good school, and I've never really looked back at my decision ever since the day that I submitted my S1 Posting Options and opted for Raffles Girls' School as my first choice. For some reason, on that day, putting RGS as my first option just felt right. I had no nagging feeling in my gut, no hesitation in my mind - it was like God was telling me, "You're making the right decision. Go ahead now.".

  And... Well, the charms of RGS have finally won me fully over to its side. One of my really good friends, the top scorer in my Primary School, will be going to RGS together with me - so if we manage to get into the same class, that would be great! :D A familiar face around wouldn't hurt anybody.

  I recently got some inspiration from a young RGS schoolgirl to record my future journey in RGS here, on my blog. That young girl is someone who doesn't know me, and whom I don't know personally as well - but I've stumbled upon her blog, and she's an RGS girl who is blogging about her adventures in RGS as well. I haven't even read half of her entries, but she seems like such a pleasant and nice person already, and I encourage you to read her blog if you're in the same dilemma that I had been in and perhaps need some encouragement to apply for entry into RGS. The girl's blog URL is "foreverisabel2000.blogspot.com". Do go read her blog if you have the time! :D

  Well... I guess I've written quite a bit. So many other things have happened, like the instalment of my braces and the outings that me and my Primary School friends have gone on, but now it's around 10.30 at night and I've already spent 20 minutes writing here. It feels so nice to type here - my words can be recorded in a matter of seconds, and I'm so used to blogging that my typing speed has improved. Well, of course it's improved lah - last time, I had the typing speed of a snail, if snails can type -- no offence to you, little creatures of the ground. If it hadn't improved by now, I'd be embarrassed. Ah well - it's a good thing I'll be using a computer for all my schoolwork next year! :)

  Thankiew for taking the time to read through my blog entry, yet again - and until next time, I remain yours faithfully,

  Kirsten Clare.

Back to School!

  Hii guys! :D I know it's been another decade since I wrote here... Actually, I was thinking about stopping my blog. I followed that thought for the whole of June, but now, on the second-last day of this month, I've decided to come back. This blog holds way too many memories to let go, and I like it, anyway. It's a source of my comfort, even if that sounds weird... And I hope that, if somehow the thought of stopping the blog again comes to my mind (hopefully not) then I'll be able to read this post and remember how precious this website is to me.

  Soo... Reflections aside, I guess I should be moving on to the topic of this blog post: we're going back to school!

  My two brothers and I are going back to school tomorrow, and we all don't really like that idea. Not to be a masochist or a self-pity-er (if that's a word) but I think that my back-to-school time might be the worst among the three of us. See, I'm going to take my PSLE this year - and it's the most important exam in the history of all exams. O.O The first PSLE exam's going to take place this term... >.< Along with our Preliminary Examinations. :( :( :( I really, really, really hope that the P6 level will be able to make it through this together! 

  I underestimated the scariness of PSLE last year, when my brother, Nicoli, was taking it. He seemed so calm about it - I don't know if it's because he didn't really worry about it, or if he was hiding how scary it was. Him being... Well, himself, it's probably because he didn't really worry about it.

  But PSLE aside, school's something to worry about, too. 

  I'm currently worrying about my schoolbag... And its contents. Having not gone to school for around a month, I'm really worried about forgetting something on the first day of school - not a good thing, especially when you have Teemo-like teachers like mine. If you play League of Legends, like my brother does, then I think you might get it - Teemo's the cutest little Champion in the game, but he packs a mighty punch in his poison darts. It's the same for my teachers - they're superawesome when they're happy, but when they get mad, their rage would be well worth avoiding.

  I've gone through my homework list multiple times, and I guess I haven't forgotten anything... Hopefully I won't get an earful tomorrow. Ah, well - I guess I'll just have to check my bag one last time, and then I'll stop worrying about it. There's no use to, I think.

  Soo... Well, I'd better get to sleep now. If you've managed to get to this part of the blog post and you've read everything, I seriously congratulate you. You've just made it through the maze of my mind.

  Alrighty. Cya! :D

    Yours truly,

   Kirsten Clare.

Mugging :( :(

  Hello guys! :D

  It's my Science exam this coming Friday, and I'm trying to mug for my Science exam. :P For some reason, doing Science Practice Papers is so much more draining than doing Math Practice Papers - I suppose that I'm more inclined towards Math. There goes my chance to go to SST :3 Right now, I'm also considering the National University of Singapore High School of Math and Science, for two reasons: one, because as I mentioned earlier, I love doing Math, even though I'm not good at it (I'm weird like that because #itzliddat) and plus, the High School seems to have a really awesome band. I'm a musical instrument fanatic, BTW - hey, I ought to add that into my bio, along with the fact that I'm also bad at playing music.

  Awww :( :( :( I have to go back to mugging again. Now I have to choose between staring at Science concept maps, my Science notebook, or doing another practice paper... None of them sound very appealing. 

  Anywayz, I'd better go. See ya! :)

  ~~ Kirsten

Chillllldddrrrreeeeennnn'ssss Daaaaayyyy!

  Hello! :D I think I sounded crazy when I entered the title, but I just remembered and I'm sooooo happppyyyy because there's nooooo schoool tomorrow and I'm so happy because I get to wake up late :D

  So today was the Children's Day celebration in our Primary school, and I really loved today because all we have as homework is one Maths paper (which I admit now makes me kind of sad now :( ) but I'm not doing it today because really, who does a Maths paper on pre-Children's Day???

  Well, maybe some go-getter people would, and I respect that, but at least not anyone of my type - the homework-not-so-lovers - would do that.

  Anyway, back to the topic.

  So today, our teachers gave us our  gifts, and I really liked everything that they gave us; even though I was exempted, the Chinese teacher of the class that I stayed in during MT gave me a pen and a mini wafer! My form teacher gave us these awesome pencilcases - they came in around 7 different patterns, so not everyone's ones were the same - and nice pens and chocolates inside them, and my Maths and Science teacher gave us these really cute pencils with erasers on top, along with files that were equally, if not more, cute than the pencils. 

  So I guess I can safely say that my Children's Day was awesome. :)

  This post is going to be kind of short, but I really want to finish the plot and character development for my new story... Which I think I might be able to finish, because this time I'm fully writing out the plot and then doing chapter planning, so I'll know what to write for each chapter and I won't run out of ideas. Anyway, if I have the dreaded writers' block, I won't have to worry because I'm not going to put the story out in Wattpad or something until the whole book is finished. Then I'll upload chapter after chapter in intervals, and edit them if I have to. See, I just revealed my plan to you. :P Hey, maybe I'll post an attachment of my story here once - if - it's done, but my stories are like... So long that even my teachers want to freak out when they read my compositions. I hate my compos too because I have to labour hard and long by re-writing my story in green ink for corrections, but although I hate it, I just can't help but write superlong stories. Meh. I'm weird.

  So... Hey, this post wasn't that short after all. I guess I'll be going now, so that this doesn't get any longer. :3 See ya!

~ Kirsten

 

Saturday! :)

  Hey everyone! :) It's Saturday once again, so I can finally use the computer... And guess what? We're going biking later on! Ever since... I don't know, maybe a month ago? Anyway, ever since... then... My family and me has been crazy about biking. Well, maybe it's only me, but I dunno. My dad seems to love it too. :)

  Sooooo... How are you all? I haven't been doing much, just slouching away in my chair. But I really feel sad now because Taylor Swift is receiving so much hate because she dumped Harry Styles. To be honest, I was pretty much sitting on the fence because I like both One Direction and Taylor Swift (cue for the boys to make disgusted faces at the former) but when I read this e-book on Wattpad and the Wattpadders (that's what the Wattpad users are called) used very colourful language to describe Taylor, I felt really sad. Maybe I'm missing out on something, and yes, she has done some things that are wrong, but don't we all make mistakes? I mean, she's one of the only celebrities who hasn't had a scandal, and she's been in the industry for eight years... Yeah, she's had her ups and downs in her life, but she's extremely sweet and polite, and she's a wonderful person. You can go on and rant about her mistakes, but just remember that people who live in glass houses shouldn't throw stones; and we're all living in glass houses - you, me, and everyone else, because no one is perfect, except for God. So don't throw stones at people, okay? And if you have done it in the past, please try to gather the courage and swallow your pride enough to apologise to the people who you've put down. 

  Hmm... That's one long chapter. And I'm sorry, but... Is it okay if I move on to another topic?

  Meh. I can't listen to your answers, and being the blabbermouth that I am, I want to talk more anyway. :P

  I think you all know by now, but my brother is going to be a teenager soon, and he needs to choose a Secondary school to go to. He hasn't decided yet and I think he's going to just go with the flow and choose a school when he needs to cross that bridge, but I've already decided what schools I want to go to. Honestly, I only have one... The Singapore school of Science and Technology(SST). I'm not a technology whiz, and I'm not a Science genius either, but I really love Science and nature and I love finding out how things work, so that's my first choice school. Plus, it's a really awesome school... But I'm worried about some things. For one, my Science marks haven't been perfect (they never were) and I'm pretty sure that there are a lot of Science-loving people out there, so I might not be able to get shortlisted to enter the school. See, the only way to get into the school is by DSA (Direct School Admission) where we submit our "resume" to the school, go for a face-to-face interview and take a General Ability test to see if we're fit to enter the school of our choice. Although I love talking on the Internet, I'm not so much of a social butterfly in the real world, and I tend to stutter a lot when a lot of pressure is put on me, so the interview segment might be a problem. Gah... I have to talk a lot more now. :/ 

  My second worry is about what I'll do if I'm not shortlisted. I'm not trying to be negative, but I've been brought up to hope for the best but to prepare for the worst. I think I'm slightly OCD in the fact that I have to be ready for anything, even if it's nonsensical. Let me give you a recent example... I was tidying up the study room the other day, and I had taped an unused compact mirror whatchamacallit and an isolated clay cover together to make a little wall to separate the markers and the pens in my family's stationery organizer. In the end, I didn't have to use the second-hand wall because my aunt found a small piece of cardboard that fit exactly into the organizer. After that, I had to put the little wall somewhere because I didn't need it anymore, but just when I was going to put it down in it's taped state, something occurred to me: what if Medusa came and I needed to use a mirror to make her turn into stone? Then this mirror would be taped up and I wouldn't have time to un-tape it and show her her own reflection, and it would be me who turned into stone. So I quickly took the wall back and took the tape off, and the mirror and clay cover remain separated to this day. (Dramatic ending)

  So yeah, I'm pretty weird in a lot of ways.

  Ohhhh nooo... This post is superlong. I'll end it now, before I make it a whole novella. See ya next time! :)

  - Kirsten :D

Adios, Amigos... :( (And Amigas)

  Hello... :( I'm sad today because it's going to be Monday tomorrow, and although there's no school, it's a weekday, so... I won't be able to blog anymore. :'( But I'll still have access to music, and I can wake up two hours later than I usually do, so... Still yay for me. :)

  Random news: my mom's baking CHEESECAKE! :D My whole family loves cheesecake, and to us, our mother makes da best cheesecake in the world. It'll take around 5 hours to be ready, though, and since it's 17 minutes to eleven o'clock now, we'll only be able to eat the delicious cake tomorrow. Ah well - it's delayed gratification, and the cake is well worth the wait. You're awesome, mom! :D

  See ya next time... If I'm done with all my stuff on Saturday, I'll try to blog and blabber again. Adios, amigos! :D (And amigas) (I don't know why I keep saying that) (And I don't know why I keep speaking like Dora even though I'm not Spanish) (And I'm not French either) (I should just shut my mouth now)

  Haiz. Bye!

  ~ Kirsten :)

September Holidays! :D (And others)

  Heya everyone! :) How are you? So... I finally got my exam results, and I guess I'm happy with them, and although my English needs improvement, I've resolved to be happy with my results, because I know that I've put in my best effort to make those results appear on that sheet of paper, and that I should try to reward myself for once instead of being Kirsten "Negative" Negapatan like I always am. 

  Guess what? I cut my hair again... X( / X) / XD I don't know whether people will stare when I get to school, but I definitely look like I'm 9 years old or something. I'll post a photo here:

Mini Cleopatra (Without the Egyptian history)

  See?!?!?! I look... Funny. *Agalegaga. Nevermind... I always look funny, anyway, so I guess this ain't anything different. But unless there's someone else in the picture, I never look at the camera, mind you. It's a little camera-shy thing of mine.

  Yaaayyyyy! :D The September Holidays are starting again! :) I've never been so happy for a one-week break in my life. I think. But anyway, the reason why I'm so filled with joy at the prospect of the short break is because, recently, my mom's come up with a schedule which binds us to study for a minimum of one hour every day. On days that I don't have after-school activities, I study for 3 hours, but I suppose that's the maximum number of hours that I can spend studying in a day. Yay, and no yay.

  But for the September Holidays, all I have to do is study from 2.00pm to 3.30pm, and the rest of the day is free. Add in the fact that I get to wake up at 8.00am instead of the usual dreaded time of 6.00am, and I'm already leaping for joy. 

  On another topic, who are your favourite artists? As in music artists, not art artists. But if you think about it, music is a kind of art too... But nevermind. My favourite female singer is Taylor Swift, and my favourite male singer isssss....... Ed Sheeran. :) I think that almost all of my female classmates like Miss Swift as well - there's Rachael and her best friends, me, all of my best friends... I guess Taylor has a lot of fans from Singapore, then.

  So... I guess I've run out of things to babble about. I still think that I've lost my flair for writing, but I guess I'll just keep trying to write and trying to clear up my writer's block. To be honest, I'm not sure when it's going to go away - it's been here for the whole of this year already. :(

  Sayonara, everyone, and if you're in Singapore, have an awesome September Holiday!

  ~ Kirsten :D

(P.S. In case you're wondering, "Agalegaga" is something that I say when I feel crazy... And Rachael's blog has this URL : Rachael's Precious Moments -> (preciousrachael.blogspot.com) )

Science Exam tomorrow! :( / :)

  Hey everyone! :D Right now I don't know whether to be happy or sad, because the Science exams are coming soon. On one hand, I love Science - it's my favourite subject - so I'm kind of looking forward to seeing the new challenges that the examination setters have in line for us (note: kind of), but on the other hand, I'm pretty nerveux because Science exams are generally unpredictable and I don't know what to expect. :( And... Well, in the study tips that my teachers gave us around one week prior to today, they told us to at least score 5 marks more than what we had scored for the last exam in SA1 (Semestral Assessment 1) and that's going to be haaaaarrrrdddd. :( 

  I'm sorry for not posting for a long time again. I know that I've promised more posts a lot of times, and that I've never been able to fulfill those promises, so... I'm sorry. :( I don't think I'll be able to post much at any time, but if you have some free time, maybe you could look at Rachael's blog...? I'll just ask her first. It's her blog, after all, and I don't have the right to do anything with her stuff unless she allows me to do it.

  UAJdhlkehr. :( I think I've lost my flair for writing... So I guess I'll go now. I've got some Science exams to study for. :)

  Au revoir, and a bientot! 

    Kirsten

 (P.S. I'm practicing my French... If you can't understand it, here are the definitions of all of the French words that I've used here along with some more that I can remember. #BadMemory :P)

  Au revoir -> Goodbye!

  A bientot -> See you soon!

  Nerveux -> Nervous

  En avoir marre -> Fed up

  Bon nuit -> Good evening!

  Salut -> Hello!

  

Exams "R" OVER!

  Hello, everyone! I'm so happy today because... Well, the exams are finally over! My Science exam passed today, and I think I might be able to hope for at least an A (75+) for this exam. The exam was really hard, but my Science teacher, Mrs Chua, was a fantastic explainer and I remembered the concepts pretty well. Oh, and I'm sure that her comment about not letting anyone who didn't highlight their work into the class scared everyone well enough to make people scramble for highlighters. :)

  So... Well, now I think I can blog everyday, and I'd like that very much because I think I'll be able to look back on all my blogs when I'm 18 and smile, saying proudly, "This is what I did during P3" and revisit all the old times and memories when life gets tough.

  Today, Trixie called to just have a fun little chat with me and I was really happy talking to her because Trixie is just about one of the best talkers and listeners in the world (other than my mom and my elder brother, of course) and she's a wonderful person to talk to. We just babbled on about trivial, random stuff like we hadn't a care in the world, but then Trixter had to go for her dinner and we said our farewells. Trixie promised to call later on though... I'm looking forward to it!

  It's finally Friday and I have the whole weekend to do my Art, Health Education and Social Studies homework... And frustratingly, all of them involve drawing and colouring and painting and watercolourpencilling (if there's such a word) and I have to admit that I am a bit lazy when it comes to art. When I get started on it, though... Let's just say that I do everything I can to make it unique and as different as I can, because that's my style (which is, simply put, Kirsten doing crazy stuff that people can laugh about because it's so silly). :)

  Yayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayay!!! I just can't stop feeling upbeat about the upcoming holidays. Last year, I didn't like the holidays as much as I do now because I absolutely loved school and I knew that I would miss lots of people there. This year, I still like school a lot and I will miss everyone who I know (except maybe T, J and A because I'll get to visit them over the hols) but I'm eager to get away from the more-stressful life of Primary 5. This year, we're learning about lots of different and very interesting topics like cells and the plant transport system, and many more, but my poor brain can't digest all of the information just yet. I'll try to catch up during the holidays, though. :)

  So... Yuppidoodledo, I have to go now to scavenge the other sites and get my art materials prepared to do all of my homework. I don't hate homework or anything - actually I suppose they're kind of good for the typical bored Singaporean youth - but it's just after the exams and my brain is still recuperating. But I have to hand in the posters anywayz... If I don't, I'm absolute dead meat. :(

  See ya!

  Sincerely,

Kirsten Clare

P.S. Tomorrow I'm going to visit the Old Folks' Home!!! I can't wait for it... I've never been to an old folks' home before, so this will be a really nice experience. I hope I can make some of the elderly there happy!

Science exam tomorrow!

  Hi everyone! There's a Science exam tomorrow, the last paper, and although I know from my previous results that this will be a problem, I'm oddly not nervous... And yesterday I was a total nervous wreck. Yep. :P So... Well, I've been prepping for this exam for the last three days, and although I know that I should have been preparing for this wayyy before now, I still feel more prepared than I was for my Mathematics paper.

  Tomorrow will contain the final-exam-is-the-hardest woes of the class and the cheers of joy when the paper is finished, but also another emotion, which is the nervousness and the anxiety that everyone will feel when my English teacher, Miss Lee, goes through the ENGLISH paper tomorrow. :( I really hope that I won't fail... Because now it's the SA1 time and I really can't afford to do badly this exam. But if I don't do well, I will know that I deserve it, because I don't think I spent barely enough time preparing for the exams.

  Well, at least I've learnt my lesson. I'm planning to study a lot during the June holidays and pick up two new languages, plus some other stuff... But I think that it will be a lot easier to accomplish then than now because I'll have much more free time. I'll be missing all my classmates a lot, though... So if any of my classmates or friends are reading this, I'll let you know that I'll miss you a lot for the June hols. And good luck for your Science paper! :)

I didn't finish my Maths paper...

  Hello, everyone... I'm just taking a quick break from my full-out study session for Science and I think that I've been motivated to finally study because, for reason number one, I wasn't able to complete my Mathematics paper today because I relied on the topics taught in school too much and didn't look for alternative solutions to the questions. And thus, I was stuck, and I lost 12 marks because I was not able to answer those questions.

  Because of this event, I'm determined to make up for my loss by doing my best in my Science exam and striving for an A*. I've just studied for 2 hours straight, so I'm just giving myself a short break before I study for another three hours with another break in the studying because of dinner and getting ready for bed. My Science exam is coming in three days, so I think I have just enough time to finish going through my two main topic textbooks and to read a bit of the all-topics-book that my mother bought for my elder brother last year. This year, it's mine, though, because now my brother has been promoted to a higher level and his taught topics are much more complex than the already difficult things we're learning now. Hang on there, big brother!

  Sincerely,

Kirsten Clare.

Found my hole-puncher!!! :)

  Heyo everyone!!! :) I'm so happy that I found my long-lost hole puncher... And I have no idea why. I guess it's because I can't file in my un-hole-punched stuff without it. Go figure.

  So... Yeah, I managed to recover my hole puncher, my stapler and my pair of scissors, and I've replaced my old set of highlighters with a new set of the three primary colours from a bookstore in SSC (Sembawang Shopping Centre). I don't know what it is about stationery, but I always feel prepared and... Well, ready, for the next day when I have a new pen or pencil set or eraser, and especially a new set of highlighters. I know I'm weird but... That's me! :)
  So now I have to go and take my nighttime shower. Tomorrow's the Mathematics exam... Yikes! Wish me luck!

  Sincerely,
Kirsten Clare

Portfolio Update

  Heyo everyone! I decided that I should have a portfolio update, just so that you'd know more about me, but I won't say too much, because... Well, I've been brought up to be wary of the internet, and I can't say that the advice isn't worth following, so I'll only tell you the tiniest bits of information.

Name: Kirsten Clare

Age: 11 years, 10 days

Birthday: 1st May 2002

Favourite Colour(s): Dark blue, white, green

Favourite Food(s): Fishball Noodle (soup), chicken rice

Hobbies: Reading, writing, daydreaming, rewriting the day's events into a story format when I have nothing else to do, thinking (a bit too much), blogging, procrastinating...

Likes: Wondering why things are the way they are, thinking about people, overthinking what I do, sitting on the couch in a comfortable position while I'm reading, making people happy, writing cards for special occasions with their favourite colours, eating snacks, listening to music, being cheerful, cute things, children...

Mildly dislikes: Swearing excessively, outrageous clothings/jewelleries, boastfulness, impatience, grumpiness, bursting out in a fit of rage, being too rude...

Wishes: That I could read minds, that I or someone else will find a way to get the ozone layer fixed and that someone will stop the burning of fossil fuels and the cars emitting too many dangerous pollutants and fumes, that everyone would be happy, that smokers would be able to quit smoking in the least hurtful or painful way possible or that drug addicts or cancer victims could be cured and made well again, that I would be able to visit poverty-struck villages and help them out, one by one, until the world was a bit of a better place to live in...

Best friends and very, very good friends (surnames will not be exposed): Akshaya, Jon, Trixie, Rachael, Vanessa, Ain, Chin Yi, Shruthi, Chuen Ling, Hazel, Snow, Samantha, Chloe, Kirsten (another Kirsten), Celest, Michelle, Jill, Lok Yan...

Favourite Teachers (Primary School): Mrs Lim, Mrs Thang, Wen Lao Shi (Chinese teacher for P2), Mrs Lee, Mdm Haryantie, Mr Wong, Mr Lim, Mrs Chua, Miss Lee, Miss H...

  So... Yup! That's my portfolio. Did I miss out anything? I hope not... And I really hope that you know me at least a bit better now! 

Sincerely,

Kirsten Clare :)

Saturday Blues

  Good day, everyone! Today is finally Saturday in warm Singapore, and I can't believe that it's still 3.45pm, especially since I've already been in and out of the house. Ah well... They do say that time flies when you're having fun, but today not everything has been all sunshine and butterflies. It all started as a normal day...

  Today, I woke up at 8.30am, and I had my breakfast and took my shower and went out of the house at 9.45am for my Catechism classes (they're religious classes for Catholics and Christians) which started at 10.45am. It seems pretty early to be heading out for something that's just a while away, but trust me, it takes a really long time for the bus to come once we're at the bus interchange. As a result of the bus's delayed appearance, we arrived at the church just 10 minutes before my classes started. 

  After my Catechism class, which ended at 11.45am, my brother, my father and I went back to the MRT station to visit Ang Mo Kio, where my mother worked. We stayed at the mall there for a while, trying to find a present that my brother would like, but being the gift-refusing kind of person that my brother is, our offers to buy him presents for his upcoming birthday were quickly turned down... And our moods were really dampened because my elder brother looked all gloomy. And that was the start of my Saturday Blues.

  When my parents decided that our time at the shopping mall was up, we headed back home, and I plonked myself in front of the computer as soon as I stashed my bag in the bags' corner and took out my waterbottle to make sure no traces of water would leak onto anything in that blue bag of mine. By then, my brother was in a really foul mood because I kept chattering to him on the way home about unimportant things like what I argued to my teacher about on Thursday (don't worry, it was just a friendly debate) and I think he got irritated, especially when I got bored and started singing "Three Blind Mice". I know because he looked at me with a Really, Kirsten? look when I ended my song, and he didn't look amused. At all. After that, I decided to shut my mouth, and when we had a bit of a petty argument over who should keep the umbrella and who should close the shoe cabinet's door, we were clearly not on speaking terms. And then I remembered that we were celebrating my brother's birthday today, and I silently took the green envelope that the card that I had written for him in it and I handed it to him. Then he read it and brought it to his room, and we haven't directly spoken since, although his voice became a tad bit less offensive after I gave him his card. So now, after this, we're going to hold a birthday party for my brother, and I hope that all the little kids will be happy with playing in the study room, because I'm pretty tired, although I will go and play with them once in a while. I'm not that anti-social... And besides, I've already met them before, so we're already friends.

  So... I guess I'll end the post now. I don't know if it's long or short, but I'm sorry if it's too long, and I'm equally sorry if it wasn't descriptive enough for you. 

  See ya next time!

Signing Off,

Kirsten Clare :)

Date Posted: 11th May 2013, 3.53pm (according to computer clock)